`little secretinz..

*just me *
* yinruu
* 18 years of age.. =D
* lurves the sun
* lurves jokes nN luffter
* hyper-extrovert-tive
* She's xing fu.. =))

*wishlistt 2oo6 *
* slip ons
* watch
* overseas triip
* naval piercing

*my lurves *
` ones hu nagg at home
` darren darl
` baobeii
` my gurls in C112G
` my little droplets
` my farns

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

fateful dates..

20082005 - start
20082006 - a year
08112006 - broke up
15112006 - last entry
05122006 - dashed hopes, we're so gone
20122006 - the ans that seemed to never come

smiles loves and pain.. everyting's inside..

new blog : http://chocolate-winter.blogspot.com/

apparently.. still.. this will always be the best..

signing off : ruru
for.the.last.time. <3s

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carel.yinru out
@ |11:57 PM|
Wednesday, November 15, 2006

its crossed mid-nyte now..

happie 15th mths aint cuming and tis blog wun be reaching its 1 year old durin dat day..
cuz i'll be shifting to another..
tis blog will remain.. cuz it contains too much..

becuz i'm a forgetful person..
pardon me.. i tend to owais look back..

had a chat with him one fone just now..
yups he called..
i noe he still cared.. same for me..
its hard to let go..
anywae.. reli thanz for everyting..
without you.. dere's never a start of a very bumpy yet true relationship..

3 words:
i treasure it

the start of this blog was a gift from my baobei on our 3rd month anniversary..
the status had ended on 8th nov mid-plus 12plus..
everyting was a hard went-thru..
till now tis shall be the last entry..

still, i love you.. yups.. darren ang its u..

signing off : ruru
a.true.love.
we.know.it.is. <3

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carel.yinru out
@ |2:10 AM|
Tuesday, November 07, 2006

iI'm so out..
nvm..
neither do iI feel dismay nor disappointed..
its just a feeling.. it fades anywae..
just accepted it..

used to have this tinking..
perhaps everyting's not worth afterall..

mei's burfdae just ended on5th nov 12am..
so finally she's eighteen..
ran around lyk some crazy dude for their stuffs and plannings..
some's not able to be taken in anywae..
its not a waste.. iI'm just an idiot..
went so dried up like some boney bastard..
for details go look at jw's blog..
not lazy to blog..
my mind's just so empty..

so many stuffs in mind..
so impatient iI'm getting recently..
is my good nature failing me?
the good feelings are all gone..
iI feel lyk feeling being so nice again..
someone slap me awake..

sch's lyk shit at times..
it isnt fun anymore..
iI'm tired.. dat's all..

not dat iI dun miss uU..
its hard to when iI tot of quarrels..
it sucked..

signing off: ruru
oh.so.fcuk.off.

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carel.yinru out
@ |1:55 AM|
Thursday, November 02, 2006

sighs..

wad am iI..?

times whereby iI felt pain.. iI tink iI'm still normal,

times whereby iI feel nth.. totally nth at all.. iI went exploding..

tings are so not good..

can iI..? iI cant..

iI wana..

so try..

hands not allowed on myself..

my tears are ur precious..

urs are mine too..

we're both so silly..

if only we met later..

but.. but.. but..

iI've my dreams.. so do uU..

hard up on me.. worse for uU..

signing off: ruru
sometimes.iI.reli.sigh.

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carel.yinru out
@ |1:39 AM|
Wednesday, November 01, 2006

YAWNS~

iI'm lyk so super lost la.. wonder why..~

twiin scolded me for being slow in my reactions few days ago..
becuz iI was'nt concentrating or wad.. iI duno..
my mind seemed to be flying all over the place..
and now iI'm still lidat la..
so many times staring at BLANKS and BLANKS..

mind's cracking.. so messed up..
gave up feelings, envy feelings,upon exploding,
done or not done enough,
wants & dun wants
happy, sians all came along
tofu said = shaggy me =(

gosh~ iI want a long long rest.. can iI..?
tink the worst has yet to cum..

signing off : ruru
wad.can.iI.do~

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carel.yinru out
@ |12:54 AM|
Friday, October 27, 2006

mid 1plus..
still on msn chatting..
ate my apple just now.. SO SWEET.. =D

freddy went home at 10plus..
he came my hse for some technicals stuffs for my coms.. =D
thanz so much ya..

went sch at 3pm..
gosh! 3hrs of 3dva till 6pm..
ok.. at least.. found douglas rather nice todae..
mayb becuz he said iI was a good student..
iI repeat hor.. GOOD STUDENT.. wah..
how many can say dat.. LOLS.. =p
and finally found myself PRODUCTIVE today.. woo hooo~
iI meant in work la.. not sumting else la.. hahas..

ok.. looks lyk iI'm so happy everydae..
mayb work stress haven come yet..
so smiles smiles SMILES.. =))

iI wana meet you You you and uU.. can iI..?

signing off : ruru
her.best.of.everyday.

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carel.yinru out
@ |1:15 AM|
Wednesday, October 25, 2006

so..
went sch at 9 tudae.. for my first 3dva lesson..
advance lesson for 3d modelling.. now's the animating part..
let's see if iI can do it.. yeah..
manda smsed me.. said she's got sumting for me..
wonder wads she's up to..

after sch.. slack awhile..
den went starbucks..
was trying to play sum stupid game dat got everyone hit lyk mad.. hahas..
manda baby was at tamp library..
GUESS SHE'S TRYING HER BEST NOT TO FALL ASLEEP.. lols..
den.. she came over and find me..
bought me AN APPLE and a row of panadol..!! aint dat sweet of her.. =D
cant keep the apple.. must eat.. or else.. worms will cum snatching from me.. =_=

after wich iI went home..
she told me she din have enuff money to buy pi pa gao..
LOLS.. how cute.. but its all done enuff.. =)))

nowadays.. BUSY time..
woooo~
sudden miss of my peoples..
baobei, my twin, little drop, tofu and baby manda.. hahas..

signing off : ruru
an.apple.a.day
keeps.the.doctor.away. =))

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carel.yinru out
@ |11:44 PM|